is this the whole
or simply a sum of our parts?
i feel a misplacement here
pulling at the strings of my heart
i stand knee deep in shallow waters
i still feel you biting at my heels
this portrayal of depth is an illusion
i've learnt to love illusion
i suppose, i'm supposed to
relinquish the past and all opposed
to my trust in change
i never wanted to heal
i never wanted to recover from what i've lost
i try to forget
its much better this way
the walls lie to me
going against several years
of never ending upset and ever lingering disgust
a ghost, i still feel its presence
not at all has all this changed
this is a true story
i've seen much too clearly
its no good for either of us
body in mind walk hand and hand
mislead, where has my mind gone